after searching stupid things on internet instead of going to bed
i had less than 2 hrs of sleep before i handed to class this morning
my alarm clocks went on around 9
but i turned BOTH off without thinking
so when the time i opened my eyes, it was 9:40!!!
352 lectures usually start at 10:05
so i jumped into the shower and then ran to class
i got there right on time yaya
didn't miss anything casue the prof was late too
we got the outline for assignment 2
shit, another proposal due next week
in 330 tutorial, TA actually came up to me and said "luby you have to talk today"
crapppppp, i was like "ok.. i will try..."
i was so friggen nervous during the whole group discussion
then toward the end of tut, we were talking about eugenics
and i finally put my hand up cause i know a bit about this topic from last year
(brave move! !(´Д`;) good job!!!!!)
BUT then... TA didn't see my hand! 
when she gave us our assignments back, she said "you didn't talk!"
then i told her that she missed my hand
(haha good chance to explain)
i don't know this was good or bad
good was that i didn't have to talk
bad is that what if next time i don't understand the stuff and TA forces me to speak
ahhh nightmare
anyway, good news for today
i got 82% for my 330 first assignment!
i can't believe it, just can't
i thought i did really bad cause i had no clue how to start
yayyayayayaa happy happy happyyyyy
the sleepless nights totally worth it!