Kaito and I went to Shizuoka to do some shopping today. I bought a pair of short pants for wakeboard. I'm not sure when do I do that though.. I hope I can do that with him some time soon. I wasn't very good today, and he was pretty busy with lots of phone calls so it made him stressfull as always, so we didn't talk much. We just stayed together, nothing any fun at all. I think he cares about me sometimes, so I should try to understand him. Yes I am trying. Trying to not complain about anything. But is that good? I think we should communicate more and talk about ourselves, shouldn't we? I'm scared to speak out my feelings to him. Ahhhh I never felt like this I guess. Maybe yes, but it's so annoying!
