Twins

Ran and I did the same hair style :)

Are you serious?

A regular customer came over tonight. I don't like him very much so I didn't want to go to his table, but I have no choice, I had to go there. I tried to be nice and smilig while I was sitting next to him, but I gave up in the middle of our conversation. Because he complained me about people who moved in to Japan from foreign countries, he meant 2nd or 3rd generation of Korean and Brazilian people. He said like they are crazy and also very different from us so I don't like them, I want them to go back their own countries. I was like are you serious? What a selfish, what a racist! It pissed me off. And also it made me sad. There are lots of Japanese people outside of Japan. Lots of people immigrated to the other countries in the past. Don't you know that? I think it is the same thing. What's the difference between Japanese, Korean and Brazilian? We need to respect and accept each other. When I was in overseas, I met a lot of nice people. They didn't care which country I am from. Because it is not a big problem, is it? I think the problem is your poor closed mind. I am so sad about that.

2days off

I had 2days off last Tuesday and Wednesday. I had a plan to have dinner with Dirk on Tuesday night, but actually I wanted to spend time with Kaito. So I tried to come back home earlier and then I went to his place.  But it wasn't happy for me at all. Because of jealous? Because I went to have dinner with another guy? Or just because he was in a bad mood? I don't know. His every single word was like a knife. And he acted like he hates me. He didn't even want me to touch him. It made me angry and sad a lot. I was like what the f※※k is wrong with you? I couldn't handle it. But the next day, he took me to Omaezaki beach and Sawayaka to have dinner. He acted like he likes me. He is a very very moody person, I think he is the most moodist person ever! I'm trying to believe him, because I like him. But it's pretty tough sometimes.