I am happy now because today I met my friend who has not met for few weeks.
Kast time when I saw her, she was kind of like not happy, so I was littles a bit worried whether she didn't like me anymore.
But today, she was not like thatt.
She said "Hey!" in cheerful voice and told me lots of things what happened to her in these days!
I was soooo happy
So I wrote this diary now.
The last diary was so sad one
And the feeling hasn't changed so much though it became a little positive
The things that my BF has done which I barely understand reminds me of the song "Boy does nothing" all the time.
In that song, there is a phrase, "He does nothing, the boy does nothing!"
I think that is exactly correct!
Because my boyfried rarely does something.
though, I know that I may just think so and he may do something more for me.
And I feel that boys are not sensitive about girls' feeling.
Soem boys are sensitive, but I have learned from the lecuture that I am taking now, that statistically boys don't notice when girls feel sad or uncomfortable.
I also learned that that is men's nature and not personality.
So, I cannot blame him that he doesn't notice that I am feeling sad and lonely.
However, I want him to notice.
That is really frustrating.
I can understand him, but more than that, I want him to share my feeling.
I know I can let him know how I feel.
But at the same time, I don't let him down....
I don't wnat him to think I am so troublesome women....
I think he is getting to notice that i am not the women that he thinks.
I hope he can understand me and acccept me.
because I love him after those complainment.
this time became a little moving diary, huh? lol
Okay,
see ya