なんか配信のリリースするためだけに予測外の事までしなきゃいけなくてびっくり！！
I can't believe all the unexpected tasks there are that come with releasing for digital downloads!
例えば発行３ヶ月以内の住民票をゲットしたり
For example I have to get a certificate of residence that is less than 3months old
印鑑登録をして印鑑証明書をゲットしたり
I have to get a seal (Inkan) registered and get an official certificate of proof as well
フリーメールや携帯のアドレスが仕えないから他のメアドをゲットしたり
I can't use a free mail or a mobile mail address, so I have to get a proper mail address
何時間もかかる書類を沢山読んだり
Hours and hours of documents to read through
あ～～！！
aaggghhhh!!!
まさか数曲リリースするためだけにこ～んなに事務的な作業が必要だったとは！！！
I never thought you would need THIS much administration work just in order to release a few songs !!
いや～ なんだか事務所もレーベルも無しで全部自分でやろうとしていると本当に音楽やってるんだか事務やってるんだか、なんか自分の役割が多すぎてごっちゃまぜになりすぎて頭がパンクしちゃいそう！！
Man, you really begin to wonder if you're doing music or doing admin when you don't have a management or a label working with you but having to do it all alone.....the tasks for one person is too much and I get such a headache from it all !
しかもお金にならない仕事の方が多い気がして、、、（涙）
And most of this work doesn't generate money either.... (tears)
自分がアーティストだって事も忘れちゃうくらいに音楽と触れ合えない事の方が多かったりするし、、
I even forget that I'm an artist sometimes because of the lack of music I ever seem to get to do....
とほほ、、、
(sigh)
いつか最高な出会いがあって最高なチームに恵まれるといいけど、その時はその時でまた違う戦いがあるだろうしね、、、
I can't wait until the day that I get to meet some amazing people and be blessed with an amazing team, but I guess even then I will still have different battles to fight.
夢は大きい程苦労も多いのかしら？？
I wonder if the bigger your dreams are, the bigger the trials???
なんて凹んでる場合じゃないね！！
Ok, no point in getting down !
逆に最初から全てがスムーズに行っていたら裏方の仕事の量に気付かずに感謝の気持ちが簡単に生まれなかったかもね？？
I guess if everything went smooth right from the beginning, I would never have been able to be as thankful towards the people behind the scenes perhaps??
そして自分でやらなきゃいけないからこそ学べる事はめっちゃ多い！！！
And since there's so much I have to do on my own, there's so much more to learn too !
「学ぶなんてどうでもいいからただただ音楽に専念したいのぉ！！」
"I don't care about learning so much as to just be able to focus on music !!!"
ってわがままをしょっちゅう言いたくなるけど
I may say time to time selfishly.... but
現実と向き合って、出来る事を一つ一つやっていくしかないね！
I just need to face reality and just keep doing what I can one by one huh?!
みんなもあきらめずに夢に向かって頑張って行こうぜぃ！
Make sure you don't give up on your dreams either ok !! We're in this together !!