本質へと辿る愛 | 真夏に死んだ青い鳥、十三月に生まれた僕。

本質へと辿る愛

踏み出す足を止めて
この心が折れてしまわないように そっと泣いた

愛されることでしか自分の価値を確かめられずに
この先もずっと僕の時は続いていく 失い 繰り返し

遠くに見える光へと僕は進む 両手で影を作りながら 輝ける方へ

寂しい 悲しい 存在する苦しみがあるから人を求め合う 愛せる
そうしてまた1人 涙を流しても

それでも僕は進む この両手いっぱいの幸せを持って 僕の待つ未来へ
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Honshitsu he to tadoru ai

fumidasu ashi wo tomete
kono kokoro ga oreteshimawanaiyou ni sotto naita

aisareru koto de shika jibun no kachi wo tashikamerarezu ni
sono saki mo zutto boku no toki wa tsudzuiteiku ushinai kurikaeshi

tooku ni mieru hikari he to boku wa susumu ryoute de kage wo tsukurinagara kagayakeru hou he

sabishii kanashii sonzaisuru kurushimi ga aru kara hito wa motomeau aiseru
soushite mata hitori namida wo nagashitemo

soredemo boku wa susumu kono ryoute ippai no shiwase wo motte boku no matsu mirai he
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Love pursuing the true value of existence

I stop my feet that just began to step forward
so that my heart won't break I cried slowly

Without confirming my own value with only being loved
my time will continue forever on from here I will lose over and over again

I advance toward the light seen faraway while creating shadows with both hands toward where it's shining

Because I have a lonely, sadly, existing suffering I need people and people to need me I let love
And I become alone again even if I let my tears fall

Despite that I go forward  holding all the happiness in my hands to the future waiting for me