god why do you punish me like this?

so i'm seriously bored to death right now.
what do i do?
go to livejournal :D!

i actually went at looked at the journal of a few fellow ppl that i havent known of in forever.
so i go to saku's lj....
that boy is really really good looking. im srs though.
he seems chill to hang out with too

so im just there looking at pictures and read.
and i realize something....
he has the same style of a certain someone whom i STILL have the hots for....
i always knew i liked my men a bit on the fem side but....
like how they do their hair and dress..... its just.... really hot!

......now if i could just get one of this guys to actually like me back!




















this is balls... i just ate like an hr ago....
im hungry again Dx

the world is fuckin wonderful

estoy harta de todas las cosas en mi vida ya.
quiero cojer todo y ponerlo en un jodio horno y quemarlo todo.
toda mi jodia vida es un gran chiste.... ya no puedo mas carajo....

ningun hombre que me gusta me mira. me hechan pal lado o me dan el hombro.
mis amistades. las tengo pero no somos cercanos. casi no puedo hablar con nadie.
mi familia si estoy desapareciada por tres horas me llaman 16 veces....

trate con alguien, no termino en lo que yo quieria.
trato con alguien diferente y el cabron sale igual.....
trato de tener amistad con unas personas y son malos conmigo.......

ya estoy cansada de todo...
e tratado de areglarme, a ver si algum muchacho me mira. y nada.
es como si fuera fantasma puneta.

que es que estoy tratando demasiado?
aunque no lo estubiera. me jodo con toda esta mierda que tengo en cima.

quiero que todo se acave ya.
todo esta jodienda.
pero soy muy miedosa para terminarlo yo.....

psp

my coworker got me a psp modded ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ
i love that there's a gundam game in there!!

gundam<3

lol i sound like such a boy (＾～＾)'








anyways its dead right now

he forgot to get me the charger ( ￣っ￣)'
and i was at the end battle of the story line for my character too...

おはよ/おやすみ～

so i dyed my hair last night...

its back to black

too much temptation to dye it purple while blonde (＾～＾)

just my luck =_='

so i get sick with a sore throat....
tuesday i was all bed ridden and stuff. i didnt leave my bed unless for the bathroom or to grab food...
then the girl thing came by also...
fuck

i think ok ok so in a few days ill be ok.
yesterday i went to work and got through the day somehow.
killed a box of kleenex my mom had given me even.

now i wake up this morning to my eye with alot of crap over it
oh fucking woopie doo!
i have cojuntivitis...... ( ￣っ￣)

when i get sick i apparently just catch EVERYTHING that everyone has
i'm spongebob....
sponges are the only thing that suck everything around them right?

fucking a.......


hope all this shit goes away and pronto...
i wanna go see watchmen with meli this wk!