was fairly good
i got to meet new people on top of seeing pretty much every person i've met at some lives before( ・3'・)
it felt weird really
right now i feel so damn sick i dont even wanna go to work
my neck is totally messed up and i feel like im gonna throw up
ew.....
this time around it wasnt as aggressive as other times......
it made me feel awkward cause seriously i think i was probably the one that headbanged the hardest in the whole place
isnt that sad?
anyways i got to go to work today which as you might guess i dont want to do
why i have to open my big mouth and asked if they needed me in? (sigh)
in reality i should be getting ready cause im supposed to leave early for boston for the live....
my little sister's sick though so right now i gotta wait for my grandmother to come back so we can leave(ﾉ_･｡)
fuck......
i'm such a bad fan anyways.....
the day of a dir en grey concert i am blasting dio through my speakersо(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆
my little sister's sick though so right now i gotta wait for my grandmother to come back so we can leave(ﾉ_･｡)
fuck......
i'm such a bad fan anyways.....
the day of a dir en grey concert i am blasting dio through my speakersо(ж＞▽＜)ｙ ☆
i figured out what to do about going to japan(*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆
i know i wont be able to make it for my birthday so~
i figured i can just save my money until like the next fall or so and go for two months instead!
its gonna cost me and arm and a leg, also i will have to quit my job, but i think its worth it.
i really like it over there and i think having my own place in a different country might help me figure out what i truly want to do with myself.
when im in japan i tend to think alot.
i just sit there staring at the walls and think of what i could do to stay there because i enjoy it so much,
(laugh) i remember people looking at me a bit cause i would be kinda like them but i wasnt japanese
true that isnt a very positive thing i guess but at least they werent staring at me like "OMFG U FREAK!"
which is wat people do over here....
i would have people to spend my time with also and not just say hi to like over here
i could get what i want to eat without caring if its gonna make me sick or not (fucking fast food)
wear what i want, hear what i want, just....everything i like
i could go chill with my friend hikaru and rui too on sundays! i miss them alot
i like givin free hugs with them. its fun
i got to meet alot of people doing that
(sigh) i miss it so badly
its noon over there right now ^-^'
i'd prob just be getting back from the convenience store with a bag full of food for the week
that yummy bread thingy they got at lawson's with the cream cheese and grape jelly (・∀・)
god damn im making myself hungry now
oivei......
cant i just go back and not have to pay anything? is there such a thing as a free contest for things like this?
i know i wont be able to make it for my birthday so~
i figured i can just save my money until like the next fall or so and go for two months instead!
its gonna cost me and arm and a leg, also i will have to quit my job, but i think its worth it.
i really like it over there and i think having my own place in a different country might help me figure out what i truly want to do with myself.
when im in japan i tend to think alot.
i just sit there staring at the walls and think of what i could do to stay there because i enjoy it so much,
(laugh) i remember people looking at me a bit cause i would be kinda like them but i wasnt japanese
true that isnt a very positive thing i guess but at least they werent staring at me like "OMFG U FREAK!"
which is wat people do over here....
i would have people to spend my time with also and not just say hi to like over here
i could get what i want to eat without caring if its gonna make me sick or not (fucking fast food)
wear what i want, hear what i want, just....everything i like
i could go chill with my friend hikaru and rui too on sundays! i miss them alot
i like givin free hugs with them. its fun
i got to meet alot of people doing that
(sigh) i miss it so badly
its noon over there right now ^-^'
i'd prob just be getting back from the convenience store with a bag full of food for the week
that yummy bread thingy they got at lawson's with the cream cheese and grape jelly (・∀・)
god damn im making myself hungry now
oivei......
cant i just go back and not have to pay anything? is there such a thing as a free contest for things like this?
それは眠い全くです～
(@￣ρ￣@)ｚｚｚｚ
明日の晩、Dir en greyのライブいく。
眠る...それは本当に必要とする～
(@￣ρ￣@)ｚｚｚｚ
明日の晩、Dir en greyのライブいく。
眠る...それは本当に必要とする～
omg that's sexy!
i want that guitar now!
shit i dont got \588,000 (ﾉДT)
someone please buy me karyu's guitar model from esp?
i'll love you forever and like ever srsly o(T T )