next wknd im going back to ny
im leaving friday and not coming back till sunday...
even though i technically wont be alone i feel mad lonely already (ﾉ_･｡)
......... valentines day is probably the worst holiday of the whole year for me....
(sigh) hopefully everyone makes me distracted away from the thought im alone again
i want to give someone something.... im not sure if i will...
i had decided i would but im still so nervous bout it...
i dont think they like me back Y(＞_＜、)Y
so why bother?