apparently feeding a few cranberries to my degu a day wasnt enough.
i just got home to news that she was seconds away from dying because she hasnt been eating again.
i feel so useless right now.
i've been trying to take care of her everyday but i guess the few hours i could actually take care of her werent enough.
they didnt believe me when i had said she was sick and that she needs to be taken to the vet.
she REALLY needs it!
i even would had given up seeing mucc just so she could be taken to the vet.
my stepdad asked why i hadnt said anything.
i told him i had but they hadnt taken me seriously before.
im so upset, angry.... god i want to cry right now
i love my pets to death.
i wonder why i didnt become a vet like i wanted to when i was young.
it would had really helped right now cause i would had exactly known wat to do about this whole situation.
damn.... i dont even know what to say anymore about this seriously...
i've been trying to look up stuff on degu's and what could be wrong going by her symptoms but it could be a number of things......
now she has to be hand fed...
thankfully they finally got the point that she's massively sick and got some baby food since she wont eat seeds...
i was going to do that tomorrow but she got ahead of me
i just want her to be alright....
it really hurts to hear her squeeking when she couldnt eat...even if not as much as it hurt her........
once the concert has gone by i'm going to take the next check i get, pay my bills and take her to the vet.
i dont care if i have to pay them back in payments but she needs it.
i dont care what my mom says anymore.....