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Rotting fallen wings

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lately i havent been feeling myself at all.
its awkward most of the times.
i feel disconnected from the world in way. i dont understand it at all.
i dont really have friends anymore (again) its like everyone keeps moving away from me and i dont like that.
i cant seem to be able to keep a relationship either.
is there anything wrong with me?
i get depressed too and end up buying things with the money i need to pay my bills.
i forget things easier than i used to and get headaches alot (like the one right now).
i sit here in front of the computer alot too hoping i'll get to talk to someone about anything.

i dont get it....
i'm starting to feel like im in the matrix.....
(´_`。)