The final exams.

Today, the most important exam was over. What a relief!!!

Tomorrow also I have a test and paper due. But,,,,, Go girl!

My group project got a score which was..... A!!!

OH

MY

GOSH

People think that A is not good enough, however I wanna excuse myself. My group is the highest score in the class. Others were B+, B etc.

I totally appreciated that I was in the group.

Even though my group was not good at communicating, we worked on the project fucking hard.

You know what I am an exchange thus, I am not good enough English skill.

I was worried worried worried worried about whether I catch up with their levels. The time, I was always afraid of talking with them. Hell yeah..(´□｀｡)

Gradually, they started to work with me and they corrected my grammar, as well.

I really thank to Jessey, Annie, and Sarah. Our team work was awesome, wasn't it? lol

Have a good day everyone.

The Final Exams!!

From tomorrow, my final exams start.

Phew!!! Finally!!!!!!!(Ｔ▽Ｔ;)

In a week, I'm leaving here in the U.S.

and

I'm gonna meet up my best friend in Tokyo, then I'm meeting up with my sis in Osaka!!!!!!!!!YEYEYEYE~

I don't care my finals but I just feel mixed coz I have to say good bye to my friends who I've met here.

Anyway. I need to work on for finals until 3am, I guess...

Go girl!!

In 11 days, my feeling

I've been here in the U.S. for nearly 9 months as an exchange. The program will be over in 11 days from today. I've got a great opportunity, but I' m always missing my family, my friends, and the life in Japan. I am sure that I'm gonna miss this American life when I go back but not quite yet. My final starts in couple of days, and that day I am turned to be 24 yrld. My gosh. I will be 24? I cannot believe that. I am not mature enough!!! but anyway... The time is coming very soon.

Today, I guess I hurt my friend because of my careless behavior. Yet, it was not really my fault. I was hurt, too. I feel very sorry to him... I wanna be mad at them but they are like my parents, therefore I should not be. It is very complicated. ( I made it so?)lol

だぁぁぁぁぁぁぁ！！！！！初めて書くブログがこんな暗くなってしまった。今週末は最低だ。。誕生日近いのに、それと共に期末始まるからなんか喜ぶに喜べないし。。。。まぁ、歳をとるのはすごく素敵な事だと思うんだけどね。。

このご時世に、日本でタダで下宿させてもらってた親みたいな人たちの面倒な一面をみて、いろいろ良くしてもらってるくせに、なんかむかついて…もう何もかんも面倒くさくなってしまった。これだから、人間関係面倒くさくて、面倒だと、連絡とらずに消去してしまうのが、私の悪い癖なのかな。

どんな私でも好きで、愛してくれて、怒ってくれる友達や家族のところにいつも甘えてしまって、ごちゃごちゃになりそうな人間関係から逃げてしまう。今までだって、なるべく避けてきた。　今回もそうなりそうだな～って。

早く日本に帰って、姉ちゃんたちやお母さんに甘えたい。私の事を素直にうけとめてくれる友達に会って、今までの事、話したい。

こっち時間で今日は母の日だから、お母さんに電話して、ありがとうと言った。こんな娘だけど…

I love you mom. You are a lot to me always. Thank you for everything that you've done to me. You are my hero for ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!