one last note before i snooze
...I totally had an emotional meltdown a few days ago when I was feeling confused and a little disappointed/frustrated/lost in myself
But to dry my wet cheeks, I had supportive people (almost beginning to feel like a second family to me) to ensure that it'll all be alright in the end
and to not beat myself up over little things
A tendency I pretend I dont have, but actually have
Im so grateful for the attention, care, trust, and understanding I reeieve from those around me
I feel blessed and will work hard to meet expectations not only for myself but for people who have faith in me 
Bonne nuit encore