I've been pressured by my surroundings lately. Friends who caught covid-19, friends who've completed their thesis halfway through seminars and many more. It stressed me out, especially who have done their seminars. I felt like I haven't done anything compared to them.
I cried a lot. I called my mom, told her my feelings. I don't have anyone called "support system" aka boyfriend. But I do have friends and families that always support and cheer me up.
I'm doing good now. My pace seem slow, nevertheless I'm still struggling to achieve those goals one by one to meet the purpose of life. I'm sure God's plan is the best. I just need to keep on going, doing my best and pray, let God do the rest.
Bismillah Yuki, I know you can pass through this! がんばるぞー！！