Hi there!
How have you been?
now that My halloween is finished, I have nothing exciting ;(
but peaceful thesedays!
today saving time has finished, and i got new 1 hour!
feel like im lucky XD even though it is my lost hour several months ago kk
i quit thinking too much now
it doesnt help at all!
(oh of course i will think more later and be depressed for sure)
anyway, now im good mentally n physically! just f**ckin' fat lol
cant laugh :/
have to have a new purpose for my life
i do not know what i wanna do or be
yesterday i talked wiz my friend who is job-hunting (kinda) already, and heard that she has a specific area that she wanna work at.
I was surprised and realized that it is important to have meaning of life
I do not mean my life doesnt have, but i just think it is too useless if i live in canada and just study english and have fun
even though someone thinks it is also good experience, and it is, i wanna feel more stable thing, something i dont know maybe never have had
am i satisfied?? no
difenetely i can say
HMMM in prior i said im not gonna think too much lol
actually, im a writer m not thinking so much lol
just wanna write n say :D
okay if i write silly thing
i wanna go to KARAOKE!!!!!
I would go there twice a month at least
but now!! none in 8 months!
OMG!!! lol
thanks :P
im looking forward Christmas Gala@12/2
and sound of music's play with my tutor :3
must be fun~
will use a lot of money again~ lol
we live costumes dont we???
whenever after i listen about life in japan. i do not wanna go back
sounds sucks lol
real life!! dont wanna return :9
but i dont know if i wanna take regular classes here
cuz of ppl.......:(
i wish this situation were different
but i dont wanna him to go different city
it is a different problem lol
ahhhhhhhh
in conclusion, with the friend
lack of loveeeeeeeee lol
hm
wanna be skinny~~~ no normal~~~ :3
just im bored lol