i was really hoping to show something for this year's anniversary. something awesome. something that 10 years ago would have been an impossible dream that would have blown my mind had i seen one. something that would have insanely shocked me...
and that something is... an MNL48 theater ticket.
unfortunately, things aren't going as planned. i am currently passed the stage of being grumpy and angry of the auditions not taking off (at least the 2nd part). i am now at the phase where i am SINCERELY WORRIED if the thing is still going to push through. this past year i have definitely given everything i could do to support the project. now it's up to the hands of the management.
and for this year, i guess another round of team 8 was insanely welcome, as was the live of yamada nana. idols are little-by-little having their light slowly felt in this country of mine. and although some idols had problems, some gaining more fans here, the big event everyone is definitely mnl48.
then again, this year was when kojiharu finally graduated. i don't know. i told myself i would quit being a fan after she graduated, but then i guess i'm ready to stand by the group for a little bit longer. as for my beloved team b, only yukirin remains as the member who has not expressed her intention of graduating. add to that an awesome team b anniversary where my oshi showed up again... i guess in the akb-side of events, things aren't as bad as they seem.
so yeah, my 2nd year that i have had ZERO tickets. really hoping that next year would be a lot different. things just feel so close, yet so far away. :)
till next year. じゃね。。