For the study, I got
* confortable chair(not cheap)
* software manual for the fast listening
* a friend to support my dream,( he gave me the planning as well)
* audio books for my listening
* English lesson for 6 month
* free trial coaching (haven't get it yet)
at the same time,
* useless dine-out
* start smoking and drinking habit
* apoointment you don't really need
* serching and reading, less priority
全力でモチベーション高くなるように準備して、全力でそれをしない理由を作っている自分。
なんなん？？？
Why I just can't do it ? Why I just don't do it....?
I think I know what I really want but ...........................just do it, don't think.
I think it's a good sign
それだけの事にchallengeしている、という。