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なんか、　かなしかった　thesedays,

わかんあいけど、　しらないけど

じぇんぶ、　みんあ　やだだった

(of course, except for nami)

just like kurumi`s lyrics

だれかの　やしさも　ひにくにきこえてしまうんだ

そんあどきは　どうしたらいい？

however,

actually, i know what is wrong with me

the result is just from how much i have tried for.

and i also know i always realize after failure.

even in Australia,

at power speaking class, i had a terrible presentation during the course

and then i could have done a great final one.

again, when i took entrance exam for cambridge FCE course

i falied again

but at the end of course, I could pass FCE, hopefully

at last, after come back to Korea.

i had been too pround of me, and when the toeic score turned up

i was so disappointed

then i could get better one.

failure always tells me where i should go

this is my life

i know who i am more than others

がんばる

that`s what i have to do right now