i thought i could survive but i found out that i really can't. :'(
it's really impossible to do something without passion,
not to mention all the boring lectures about the complicated mechanics and building material,
i really do not have the talent to visualize architectural forms.
what i am good at is at the extreme opposite end to architecture.
like what im now working at, which is to construct the cut sections of the motion of an umbrella.
everything has to be really precise and in scale, you can't get anything such as angles wrong...
measuring every single bit of the object is driving me nuts...
the motor car is giving me a nightmare, wth is wrong with the super complicated inner parts...
i really have no idea how to display all the mechanics and motions of an object on a piece of paper...
not like what i did in foundation that were purely ideas,
this is real serious stuff, which i can't cope with.:'(
quote from tutor
"in architecture we need something really fundamental and understand all the mechanics in things, how things work and move. we don't need anything decorative. you guys have to start to think like an architect, see things like an architect, act like an architect, well, like wearing black clothes?"
WTF. wearing black doesn't make you an architect and not wearing black doesn't mean you can't be an architect!
im now brain washed by all these terrible drawings.
