I'm experimenting surrendering in life a lot these days. I'm just surrendering more and more. By doing so, I actually realized that I'm going with the flow now. This flow thing is so much fun. There's no pressure to it, it's so cool. I don't need to tread to get to some destination. I just relax and allow the current to take me wherever I'm supposed to be. I don't need to do much so it's so much easier than what I'm used to! It's about trusting. Trusting yourself. And trusting your universe. Ha! It's that easy yet it wasn't really until recently, at least for me. Why? Because I'm so a control freak! You know I still am but I'm getting less for sure. And I like it that way! I feel free! I am free! Even though I haven't completely gotten over my control freakieness, I feel so free cause I decided so. I can decide whatever I want cause it's my life! I'm living my life, nobody else's!
Tada.
Another shot from another angle. You're looking so pretty, my Strawberry Mill-feuille. Just wait for me till I'm back, ok?
With that being said, I'm staying in the moment and enjoying my Japan life experience each and every day.
I went out to hang out with my friend the other day. We just needed to catch up with this and that over the lunch. I ordered this thing called Mentai France. I know it's a weird name but it's basically a toasted French baguette with buttered spicy cod roe on it. Can you imagine that? I know it sounds gross but it's a thing for the local people. It's actually kinda delish. Anyway, I was there just to have fun. My old me would nag me by saying that I haven't accomplished much enjoying chats with a friend. But it's just on the surface level. I'm changed and surrendering is the thing I care for life now. This is important to me. Have fun with your homegirls, you know? And it was her belated birthday celebration so why not, right???
And this is another thing that we had. Or I had.
Tada.
Look at this massive pancake pile! I can't believe Japan serves this size! WTF, when did you get Americanized on food in a fancy looking French style eatery??? This is just too creative. I appreciate that they're serving this portion. Sadly though, I couldn't finish it all. Next time I come here, I promise I'll come with an empty stomach.
Another shot from another angle. You're looking so pretty, my Strawberry Mill-feuille. Just wait for me till I'm back, ok?
Anyway, life ain't always pretty but right now I'm cool with it. I like what I am and I am satisfied!