while taking this photo, its annoying my dad scolded me because i tried to wake my brother up to help me remove my clothes. i didnt know it is already almost 1 am




those jewelries are fake and cheap. bought from indaya store


Have you ever felt broken because you seem cant continue your own song that you are familiar of? It is easy to say to make a new song. What I want is, I just want everybody part of me. I dont wanna lose everybody.
Long time no see!
When was it that I blogged last time?

Ive been staying in the house for several months. Of. course I go out sometime and swim in the nearby sea. Sometimes I think Id like to live near nature or see someday but that is just my fantasy. Its always different from execution; the feelings are different.

So I havent found a lover yet. Well I didnt really move my ass. And then, even if I have one, I may not claim him so much once we are separated. Because I set very high standards for myself. The guy shouldnt accept me unless I perform the best in the exams. After all, I just cant see or I cant enjoy these things if I dont become top 1 in school.

These things will be sjown later in this blog.

My main purpose was to post some photos. It also shows some of my ideal.
I am thinking of writing lyrics to be sung by my singer cousin. I will use tunes from my favorite songs or music
Can you tell me nice words?
Can you post on my wall and declare your love to me?
Can you say that you always miss me and that you think of me every second?
Can you check on me every now and then?
Can you give me your support?
I long for your love and affection and nice words
We will defend our research this time.
I cant think well because I often thought of what they talked about me... it's like they think that it's because of dick pictures that I lost focus in school...

My mother and everyone she tells the problem to are pressuring me to already finish school. 

 

I havent made my research paper yet. 

 

But I'd like to give time to my research paper and do it alone and it should be made not huriedly and I should like the subject matter too. 

 

I don't want to be pressured. But my mom is worried about time and money. We aren't rich and she still has to support the education of my brother. 

There is a boy and a woman playing with each other at a fast food restaurant...probably his sister or nanny or mama

but i find it a little bit strange to be able to play free in front of many ppl..