Recently, I have a roommate. I'm so happy with her!!! Thanks!!!! We look like long lost sisters! hahaha 
But I feel weird feeling towards my other foreign friend. Today she often touched me and treated me like I'm so special to her. Usually she doesn't talk to me. I dont talk to her. We just talk when we need something from each other. So I feel so uncomfortable with her attitude at that time. I felt she was acting so needy towards me.
Many said my other foreign friend feels jealous because I seem to favor the Japanese girl over her. (>_<)
Anyway, I feel so uncomfortable with her sudden clinging to me.
I hope she realizes it's ok to be her usual self because I won't leave her.
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A few days ago, we met in a Japanese cafe. (^-^)
We are classmates in 1 subject. And today, there was no teacher.
We spent the whole time talking about education in Japan and in my country.
I felt her being more talkative than before.
I consulted this to my other friend.
And she said "that's because you are getting closer now."
Really!?
I am so so happy!!!
Even my classmates felt my happiness also. 
I had fun this afternoon chitchatting with her!!
Maybe that's because I really believed in it also.
Thank you thank you soooo much, M-san! :D
I will take care of you very well at school!! :D
this afternoon, after my class, I prepared my room for her. I cleaned my room. There are so many unused things in my room. Indeed I bought them, but it only ended up for display. Many items were also expired. (><). And clothes given by the land lady for me were never used.
while I was cleaning my room and my cabinet, the doorbell was rung. When I looked from the window upstairs, a group of students were at the gate and it was she and her friends. I was surprised because they just appeared suddenly. this is the 2nd time they did this to me. but it's ok. lol
I was still on my skirt and undershirt. before i faced them, I had to cover my chest with jacket because I wore no bra.
but it was only the girl who entered my room to check it again.
before she and her friends left, her friends told me whether I'm going to be fine with her. I said I would like to be roommate with someone because I feel lonely sometimes. but what they meant was the girl might bother me because of her behavior. they asked me whether i allow her to keep "pee pot" in the room as she always moves out to bed for pee.
haha
i said it's alright because what's important is someone is with me in my room.
yeah I might experience minir disturbances also, but I will treat them as my test of self. haha
Anyway, she will come on Saturday. however I am concerned I might not be able to meet her in the afternoon as I have an appointment with someone at 3 PM.
Yeah, I will be meeting a Japanese. This time, it's a girl.
I'm a little concerned, tho. My attitude towards Japanese men and Japanese women are different, of corz. But I feel I have a special preference for men. Lol
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But even now many people around me think of me as childish, even strangers said so.
What part in me is childish?
Today, I forgot my keys for the gate and door in my room. I contacted the care taker and waited for about an hour for her to finally arrive.
When she and her son in motorycle arrived, she scolded me. And her mouth moved like that shot gun fired so many times. lol
But that doesn't make me so much. I just said "yes yes" "i'm sorry" "thank you" "im so sorry to trouble you again", and forget about it easily.
Tonight, when the care taker went back to her house, she called me by telephone for follow up.
In the telephone conversation, she asked me how I was, told me how she panicked when she heard I forgot my keys, her son telling her not to burst into anger and raise her voice again, etc. And she told me her 2 grandchildren's comment to my case (sometimes her grandchildren stays in the dorm so we could meet sometimes).
"She's (me) always childish! hahaha"
What part in me is being childish?? Forgetting the keys??? (?_?)
But overall, during the telephone conversation, she sounded calm.
Oh, I expected her to be really angry at me, but she wasn't.
She even apologized to me. And even had chitchat. lol
Today I was tired and I had headache tonight. It really hurt. I just lay down on my bed. But it's already gone after I took medicine.
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This article is for my friend who likes fishing
But actually other people can read this article. 
And I want to write something else before proceeding to the main article.
Hyoudousan, how long will you stay here and when will you come? And...
Is there something else I must tell to you? Are you dissatisfied with something? Is there something you want me to do? To research? What do you want??
I'm starting to get concerned about why you don't reply to my messages early. 
My strict Korean friend scolded me for thinking this way. She said to me, "if I were you, I would finish my activity plan for 1 week and I would show it to him after he reported me that he got his air ticket and schedule for staying here.
Your friend may feel awkward about you planning all of these and suddenly showing it to him. How can your friend talk to you again when all you think and say is about fishing?
When your friend told you that he would fish in your place, he means it's just FLOWING conversation, like no particular plan yet. You should wait for him."
Anyway, this is a comment from my friend who doesn't know the whole story.
Umm she and I have the same age. But she often acts like strict parent to me, and I let her be so. I just like the way she is. But anyway, her whole comment kind of suggests I am the one who is too eager for the activity. I just realized it. Oh my goodness. 
So hazukashii.
Gomennasai 
Tashika ni Kuuki wo Yomu or "reading the air" is elegant.
But sometimes it doesn't work for me. 
I really want to assist Hyoudousan, even whole time I can do it (oh really? do U have so much energy for the activities? lol). And I'm sure I'll always enjoy my time with Hyoudousan. Oh, my feeling is even like "come here now!!"
But... I hope his schedule doesn't fall on my university's examination dates.
Then, there are only 2 kinds of activities I can see if he takes only 1 day vacation. First is fishing and second is in the beach.
Hyoudousan, I'm sorry for showing you my worry. But rest assured, no need to take it seriously. I can recover from it in no time... haha...
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FISHING!!
The starting point is Cebu city. It is the capital of Cebu. It is known for nice malls and many IT businesses. There are also many good hospitals in this city, also good and affordable hotels.
2 Fishing Spots
1) Ki Cebu Marine in Mactan Island, Cebu
The airport is located in Mactan island. The island is still a territory of Cebu. It is known for beach resorts, but they are artificial. Also, there are many hotels in the island. Many foreign tourists come to this island. It's a busy place.
To get to the fishing location from Cebu city it takes around 1-2 hours by car because of the traffic, if during rush hours.
The service offered by Ki Cebu Marine is also known for diving. Fishing enthusiasts are the ones handling this business.
Near the fishing spots, there are many restaurants, hotels, diving spots, but they are expensive.
2) Santa Fe in Bantayan Island and Virgin island
Travel time from Cebu city to Bantayan island is around 3-4 hours, according to a taxi driver I just met who experienced taking foreigners to Santa Fe in Bantayan island for fishing. Additionally, he said he and his foreign customers travelled from 4 AM in Cebu city to Bantayan island, and they went back to Cebu city in the evening. If you avail his car rental (not taxi) and the car is taken to Bantayan island, the minimum price is around 10,000 yen and the gasoline expenses depend on the customer.
I had been to Bantayan island once, but my experiences there were only limited to enjoying the beaches.
Bantayan island is known for Cebu's fishing ground and beautiful beaches.
I don't know so much about the island, but it's a small island. And there are many nearby islands. There are no malls in the island and the service is really different from that of Ki Cebu Marine in Mactan island. But I'm hopeful that there are many fishing spots in this island and the small islands near the islands where you can catch various kinds of fishes. Also, I know a friend who lives there.
Beaches in Mactan are nice and man-made, but Bantayan island beaches are beautiful and natural.
I don't know exactly where in Sante Fe the fishing spot the taxi driver recommended, but here are some sample boats in the island.
According to the taxi man, the boat they rode in for fishing in this island had no bathroom.
But for me it's ok if there is no bathroom. Maybe you can just keep a container there for pee and big container if you wanna poop. hahaha
Anyway, the beaches are really attractive. And the prices in the island are inexpensive.
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Conclusion: In general, if you want your fishing adventure to be planned and certain, like there is proper bathroom, proper fishing equipment, service is handled by professionals, there are nearby restaurants and hotels, near to airport, I recommend fishing in Ki Cebu marine in Mactan Island. However, if you want so nice beaches and you wanna catch various kinds of fishes and inexpensive prices, go to Bantayan island. Fishes in Cebu city are expensive. But the main source of various fishes in Cebu is from Bantayan island, which are cheap. So what do you want? Just try these two fishing spots if you plan to extend your stay in here.
My weak point is really Mathematics. I'm ok in the class if the math teacher is female.
If it's male, I feel like I want to learn it alone.
(>_<)
I have an interesting assignment.
I have to answer the question "what kind of teacher do I want to become?"
I could just remember a time in high school when we underwent "light" training as preparation for the military. It was a very unforgettable experience as it was a stressful and difficult time for me yet in the middle of it somebody opened his arms to help me and my other classmates.
I was assigned as an operations officer, which means I was responsible for the implementation of the orders, rules and activities. I had never known anything about military stuff at all. Even so I had to accept the responsibility as everyone believed I could do the work.
Everyone was so lousy in their performance. The officers themselves were the worst in the perfomance. But at the end, who was to blame? They said it was our leader. But I always thought it was me.
There was a teacher who was in charge of us. But even he didn't even have knowledge about the field at all and didn't exert effort to improve the situation. The teacher didn't listen. Even the principal didn't listen. Nobody listened to us. We only had to rely on ourselves. But we looked drained and dull. An officer even hit the point by bluntly saying "Why are we doing this activity?? In this class who likes to do this fuckin' military activity!? NOBODY!"He sounded so tempting.
By secret, we called on the university professor who was our temporary trainer and who was qualified for the field telling him our problems and our needs. He summoned in our school whilst leaving behind his classes in the university. We were very grateful.
As expected, when he was the commander in charge of us, in just one command, everyone was so snappy in their performance and looked as if they had trained for many years. We had met him before. And we have a high regard towards him.
In his speech to us, he pointed out the problem. One was "there was no captain in the ship." It was as if we are sailing without the manuever. Another was "the authorities are cutting off our wings." And for his motivation, he told us the reason why we are so good in our performance with him around. In many instances, students or trainees just did the task out of fear of the commander. Outside they may perform well. But when the in charge is out, inside themselves they felt bored. But with him we felt great respect towards him, and we felt good about ourselves, and our performance was good when he was the commander.
I think that's because he took us seriously.
But I realized that behind even this great man what motivates him to do these great things is his fear of the worst outcome of the situation. He made use of his fear to achieve great things. This man could see things clearly. I mean it's clear to him that people stick to things they like and really try to avoid things they dislike.
Yeah, this just reminded me of my fault. I saw a hole, but I didn't try hard to mend it. I chose that path. But at least we admitted our fault, and sought help from other people.
My experience with this activity was so tiresome. I pretended to be happy and motivated for my classmates. But it was just a pretension. I was rootless.
Remembering this experience, I could think what kind of teacher I want to be.
A good teacher is when every student enjoys learning with the teacher.