Assert your right! F.U.

Good evening, everyone

I am writing this article on my desk in my dorm.

Today I did not attend one class. That class is professor B's.

As you may have read in the previous artices, I filed a complaint against professor B. 

Actually prior to that many people including my mother discouraged me to do so. 

All they say is that it's going to be difficult if my enemy is a professor.

If I fear a professor in my entire life, how can I ever assert my right as a student?

And what is the use of students' right?

We must assert it; that's why it exists.

Then, my enemy is not the professor. What I am angry about is her misconduct. 

There have been many complaints about her from the students. 

One talked with the administrators before, but all they said was "refer to the teacher-evaluation" system.

But so far, nothing has happened. Nothing changed. This professor still has the same behavior. 

Aside from her issue from the students, she also has to deal with big issue already involving big reputation of the university. Yet the administrators have done nothing about it. WHY?

I am the one initiating the complaint now. To be honest, I was expecting for many students liek around 50-100. But only few students signed. When I asked them the reason why they will not sign, all they say is they are scared.

So do you mean you want to continue this bad system because you like it!!?? FUCK.

I am worried about the reason they gave me. In the future, something like this will also happen. And this is a big problem already. If they cannot deal with this and even surpass this, how can they surpass bigger problems in the future??

I am soo annoyed by my classmates and school mates.

THEY ALWAYS EXPRESS THEIR COMPLAINT YET THEY DO NOTHING ABOUT IT. 

What is this?? You just want to get popularity?? Fuck you. 

I hate the student president in our own major's organization. He also is coward! If he doesn't sign, then others will not sign also! Fuck him. 

The faculty members and other professors support me. 

Why not my own co-majors???? 

Sighhhhhhhh

Song lyrics

Original / Romaji Lyrics	English Translation
I want to change the world  kaze wo kakenukete   nanimo osorezu ni  ima yuuki to   egao no KAKERA daite  Change my mind  jounetsu tayasazu ni   takanaru mirai e  te wo nobaseba   kagayakeru hazu sa  It's wonderland	I want to change the world  Piercing through the gales, unafraid of anything,  Now I hold my courage and pieces of my smile  Change my mind  If we reach out to the soaring future  without losing our passion, we'll be able to shine,  It's wonderland
[Instrumental]	[Instrumental]
hai-iro no sora no kanata   nanika oite kita  kimi wa   mayoi nagara  sagashi-tsudzukeru  kimi no kokoro furuete'ta   asu no mienai yo  nanimo shinjirarezu mimi wo fusagu  kimi ni deaeta toki   hontou no ibasho mitsuketa  nanigenai yasashisa ga   koko ni atte  bokura mezameru	You've left something in the far reaches of the grey sky,  and you keep on searching  as you wander.  In the night when your heart shook, and I can't see tomorrow  I can't believe anything, and close my ears.  When I met you, I found my true place in life.  An innocent kindness is right here.  And so we awaken...
I want to change the world  nido to mayowanai   kimi to iru mirai  katachi doreba   doko made mo toberu sa  Change my mind  jounetsu tayasazu ni   shiranai ashita e  tsubasa hiroge   hanabatakeru hazu sa  It's wonderland	I want to change the world  I won't hesitate again.   If I can shape a future with you,  then I can fly anywhere.  Change my mind  I can spread my wings and fly towards the unknown future  without losing my passion.  It's wonderland
[Instrumental]	[Instrumental]
bokura wa onaji sekai wo   oyogi-tsudzukete'ru  tagai no negai e   todoku hi made  minna onaji fuan kakaete   sasaeaeru yo  tachidomaru shunkan ni   mitsumete'ru  kono basho ni iru	We keep swimming the same world  until the day we reach our dreams.  All of us bear the same worries  When you stop and look, I'll be right here  gazing at you.
I want to change the world  kono te hanasazu ni   mimamoru hitomi wo  uketometara   nandatte dekiru hazu  Change my mind  hitori ni sasenai   minna koko ni iru  donna koto mo   tsukinukete ikou  It's wonderland	I want to change the world  If you accept my gaze as I watch over you  and don't let go of my hand, I can do anything.  Change my mind  I won't let you be alone. Everyone is here.  Let's pierce our way through whatever may happen.  It's wonderland
[Instrumental]	[Instrumental]
I want to change the world  kaze wo kakenukete   nanimo osorezu ni  ima yuuki to   egao no KAKERA daite  Change my mind  jounetsu tayasazu ni   takanaru mirai e  te wo nobaseba   kagayakeru hazu sa  It's wonderland	I want to change the world  Piercing through the gales, unafraid of anything,  Now I hold my courage and pieces of my smile  Change my mind  If we reach out to the soaring future  without losing our passion, we'll be able to shine.  It's wonderland

Cafe

Good evening

It is 11:02 in the evening now, sitting on my chair typing this on the laptop while my homework is left unfinished. 

Since I was focused on filing complaint against professor B this week, I left many homework undone. So weekend was the best time for to do it. But on saturday I had to travel to the main university to return the books I borrowed and sunday I had to attend my friend's event as I promised. Sigh

This morning, as I promised, I went to my friend's church to attend their "mass."

I am catholic but she is baptist. 

It was my second time to attend their mass. 

The same as before I felt uncomfortable. 

I told my friend the members look so active. 

She said that's because we monitor them. 

"When there is something wrong with them, we sk them how they are... something like that."

What? 

So maybe I was right.

The reason I felt uncomfortable was that the lecturer pointed my mistake which made me feel guilt. 

I doubt if I will ever go back there again. 

When I went back to my dorm, maybe I had slept for 2 hours. 

After that I went to a philippine coffee shop to make my homework under professor B's class. 

Today was the second time I came here. 

I like this time because only few people were there. There was even a time when I was the only customer in the cafe. But the internet connection is sooo bad. I cannot enjoy internet. 

But I will come back again maybe during sunday or saturday also because I can have the entire cafe for me. hahaha

I will continue my homework now. Since I have become a college student, I don't know why but I have become lazy.   I hope I will be punished for this lazy behavior. 

Complaint Written Report Submitted

There are really many problems in my own department. But I have to start cleaning all of them one by one. 

This morning, I submitted to the teacher-coordinator my documents for complaint against professor B. 

Yes, not to the chairman. Why? Because my department doesn't even have a chairman. 

The teacher-coordinator said the complaint will be discussed next week wednesday because the dean is in Taiwan for vacation. O_O How can she have good time when her own department deals a lot of problem.

Anyway this matter should be finished fast. 

After this is finished, I will create an organization within our campus dedicated for complaints and concerns from students within the department. 

So many corrupt people. sigh

Yesterday I talked with my professor A and she gave me her support.

I was very happy. I assured her that I would keep my promise.

Now I feel sad because I realized it is difficult to convince my co-majors to affix heir signatures for complaints against professor B. 

I realized there is underlying problem behind the problem I will file against professor B. This problem is kept secret by the university administrators themselves.

And why don't they take action against her???

That is because if they fire professor B, professor B will spread important secret information about them.

I am only university student wanting to get good education and want to change my entire island 

But do I have to face another big problem?? 

This is affecting my life T_T

Meeting with my Professor

Tomorrow at 4 PM, I will meet my professor in English. She is my adviser at the same time. 

My professor is very kind. One time, she called my name after class.

And asked me what was the matter with me because I looked puzzled. 

Then she offered me if I have problem she can lend her ears to me.

My professor is like a mother. Thank you very much... 

Tomorrow I intend to share to her my vision of our university's and my own department's future. Lastly, I will tell her about some aspects of my personal life. 

I was very happy when my professor replied to my email. 

Then we will go to a cafe to talk.

By the way, it's my first time to hang out with a professor like this. 

But anyway, I should not expect or hope too much.

Indeed, her characteristics are like that of a gentle mother, but I should not forget that she is also my professor. 

If there is anything others can do for me, I think that would prayer and support for my plans. 

Good night. 

Fatheeer

I sent a message to my father about my current condition at school.

Until now I have not received a reply from him.

What is my father doing?

Will he help me? Protect me?

Is he taking an action now?

Is he researching?

When I was a high school student, a similar case occurred. 

And my father called me to let the school administrators to have emergency meeting with him. In the end, my father spotted their weakness which they tried to cover.

Then, later on, the school principal admitted to me her mistake. 

If there is ever a person who will protect me, it's definitely my father. 

(T_T)

Father, help me

My classmtes, friends, professors, and supreme student council support me.

But how about my family?

I wish my my father can protect me. 

for dream

just wait and watch what i do