Today I went outside and bought 6 yakult bottles and 10 pieces of snowbear from our neighborhood (100 pesos all in all). I wore summer clothes and colorful t-shirt and slippers and short.
I was worried about how I may appear to public. I might get discriminated because I don't seem like a university graduate. Instead I look like a fool or lost. But I thought "never mind what other people say about me, I'm gonna buy yakult and hopefully I will feel refreshed and help lose body weight." I was worried about my body appearance all the time.
Then an ambulance stopped by and there I saw my Ninang there or mommy. She recognized me and ordered the driver to stop by. She gave me 4 or 5 pieces of puto cheese. I didn't know what to do. I gave her a flying kiss instead. She acted like she didn't see me for a long long time. It's true because I always stay in our house. Then the ambulance slowly went ahead as if to respect to me that they didn't want to leave me so fast.
When I arrived at home, I drank 4 of the yakult bottles and ate a few pieces of puto cheese and I gave some of them to our 3 dogs who are very hungry.
I later thought I should have given them (ambulance staff) all of my Yakult bottles but I didn't think of that all at once.
I thought I was being selfish but I think it's ok because God will forgive me because he is forever merciful.
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Oh and by the way, our neighbor also told me to tell my mother to have our "water" checked because it is leaking.
I feel that God is catching me even when I'm falling.
I pray that everyone have a good time ahead.
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I feel allergic to the human world
It's best to stay in the room
But I keep on eating dirt. Food from my mother.
I should try being a neurosurgeon and heal people with mental diseases.
Be smart, be intelligent...
ABBA Lyrics
"The Name Of The Game"
I've seen you twice, in a short time
Only a week since we started
It seems to me, for every time
I'm getting more open-hearted
I was an impossible case
No-one ever could reach me
But I think I can see in your face
There's a lot you can teach me
So I wanna know..
What's the name of the game?
Does it mean anything to you?
What's the name of the game?
Can you feel it the way I do?
Tell me please, 'cause I have to know
I'm a bashful child, beginning to grow
And you make me talk
And you make me feel
And you make me show
What I'm trying to conceal
If I trust in you, would you let me down?
Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you?
Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know..
The name of the game
I have no friends, no-one to see
And I am never invited
Now I am here, talking to you
No wonder I get excited
Your smile, and the sound of your voice
And the way you see through me
Got a feeling, you give me no choice
But it means a lot to me
So I wanna know..
What's the name of the game?
(Your smile and the sound of your voice)
Does it mean anything to you?
(Got a feeling you give me no choice)
But it means a lot, what's the name of the game?
(Your smile and the sound of your voice)
Can you feel it the way I do?
Tell me please, 'cause I have to know
I'm a bashful child, beginning to grow
And you make me talk
And you make me feel
And you make me show
What I'm trying to conceal
If I trust in you, would you let me down?
Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you?
Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know..
Oh yes I wanna know..
The name of the game
(I was an impossible case)
Does it mean anything to you?
(But I think I can see in your face)
That it means a lot
What's the name of the game?
(Your smile and the sound of your voice)
Can you feel it the way I do?
(Got a feeling you give me no choice)
But it means a lot, what's the name of the game?
(I was an impossible case)
Does it mean anything to you?
(But I think I can see in your face)
That it means a lot
[fade]
In my opinion, I think I'll never have my own child because in all my life, it was spent on worrying about the future and kept on accumulating knowledge without making use of them ( technolgoy, which continues to inject me some poisonous ideas that alienates me from other people ) rather than enjoying my time with my friends or classmates. I wanted to be a top notch student just because I wanted to be accepted by everyone else in the society. But I also show some desire to be good at languages but I am way too lazy to study it and become perfect at it. Then I am not good at making people happy or enjoying time with them. I have this message to everybody else: you are fucking disgusting human being.
