Every woman feel so blue, period pain.
Why do they only have?
I envy men every month.

I hope to come home early today.
Recently, I'm soon busy, so I can't write my blog.

But, I decide to keep writing for myself.

By the way, I engage to him.
When I talked about new life in next spring with him, He said that he will buy engagement ring is my favorite brand.
The ring is too expensive.
I feel his love.

I must to be good wife for him.
I must to save me our life.
He is marriage.
He has two sons,8 and 5.

I have met their. They are so cute.
And I find that they love him so much.
So I must to say him good-bye someday.

He always says to me we will be together forever.
He never says that I decide to divorce my wife.
Because he love her as women.
He promises to love her till death do them part 10 yeas ago.

Sometime I ask him, If we met 15 years ago, would you only propose me ?
He says YES.

I think that THE DAY never ever comes.

I didn't know what is love.
But now, I know it.
I must to protect his peaceful life.
I must to say good-bye.
I engaged on 10 Aug 2014.
He proposed me at our favorite place.
I was moved and I feel loving him all over the world.

We will marry in next spring.
I excite how is the our ceremony.
I want to make my mother and his mother happy to surprise.

I think that it hold in aboard.
Hawaii , Guam , Maldivas,...

During the ceremony, Guest can see ocean beau.

I need his help
I worry him.
The other day, I wrote in my blog,why do I become lawyer.

Recently, I envy the person who have enough time.


I decided to be lawyer in high school student.
The reason why I become lawyer, is to save the children who is abandoned from adult.

I had suffer the criminal damage in 2002.
Was going part-time job,I had stolen my bag.

I was surprised at the sudden affair, and I was afraid.
I couldn't understand what happen of myself.

When I noticed to stolen my bag, criminals escaped.

I knew later, they are boy who is received probation.

I was shocked.

Why couldn't they recover.

What should do adult for them.


Sometime, I take charge of a boy case.
Whenever I talk with them, I'll do to understand what the problem of one.


But,Now, I have no time.
I hope I use my time to made concern.
My BF is 35 years old.

He looks like young.
Tall, slim, fashionable...

He has various charm.
He makes me happy to hold in his arm.
I can feel his fabulous smell and his body temperature.

Everytime, I'm hold in his arm, there is my place.
Recently, why I become a lawyer.

Everyday I work so hard.
I have no time of myself.

My client call me every time whenever I feel dawn.

I think that I become lawyer, my life will be brilliant.

But, It is never so.

I need your help.
Yseterday, I heard the women who is senior of office rumors about me and BD.

Me and BD never tell everyone about my relationship.

But,she say that me go about him.

Why people rumors?

I wonder what give her trouble.

She should stop to watch other movement and to rumors.

She should become aware that she make people displeasure.
Yesterday,I went to Kyoto with my BF.

I've been to Kyoto a number of time.

But, I've never been to Kyoto in fall.

Autumn leaves is so beautiful.

My favorite place is Saga Arashiyama.

The view of Togetsu bridge is fantastic!!!

I'm moved it.

and, I went to Kiyomizu temple in the evening at first time.
(Now, It hold special admission at there.)

There are many many people, but Kiyomizu's stage is so beautiful.

I want to go to there again.

I was so tired, but I love Kyoto.

I'm writing a blog in a long time.

The reason why I write a diary, is for organization of my heart and for the future.

I'll be busy with work, but I decide to write my blog everyday.


※I'm Japanese women.
Writing in English, is improved for my ability.
I'm not good speaking English.So, if I mistake,you will tell me the correct word.


Thank you for read.