Yeah... what shall I say..
the only part of my family I like is my Grandpa..
and.. yesterday I got the device.. he got Cancer...
yeah..

I'am feeling sick down and depressive...

hate this feelings..
got nothing to hold here..

shit on all ...
the only part of my family I like.. my Grandpa .. is ill..
at the 11th. of dezember he should have golden marry day with my grandma.. 50 years married.. wow.. crazy shit.. and now. yesterday at the hospital .. they telled him that he got cancer.. ... hope they can remove it propably without any Problems.. >.<"!!!!!

Grandpa I love you!! >.<!!!!!!!

Fucking shit!!!
Why did that happend yet ...


Souw.. now I'am slepless.. can't sleep.. yeah..
*sigh*

Maybe later I can I hope so.. ...
Wish u all a nice Day.


=|| Seiji ||=
Yeah

Thisweekend was best ever~


ruki-chan <333333333333
*smiles*

*_*


yeah~ Very nice B-day of Mii <333 was really funny thanks a lot~



I learn to Play guitar even more <33 it's still very fun <33
*_*



Yeah next year Jurney to Japan <33
*genki desu*


Today~ I'am going to dye my hair again...

it should be bright now. .3."
*jumps*

let's see <3

Load some pictures tonight that u can see it (^∇^)

*wave*


=|| New Hairdyed Seiji ||=