By long week I was during painting of Uruha from the GazettE.
Too pity the memorial concert will only for FC Heresy, I have not account there but it's okay.
Maybe someday other fans will be able to be with them on the next shows.
I know it's hard time, still not to believe that Reita is not with us.
At night I was watching their old music videos. They were full of energy, good contact with fans, good music, beautiful words in their songs but last years sometimes I have feeling that this all just start to disappear..
I hope I'm in wrong.
Their music helped me when I had hard time in 2015.
I'm listening old songs which bring me back to better times.
Today was rainy day, storm was some 3 times. I couldn't continue to play one game because of this so finally I can do it now.
I have a lot thoughts actually, weird dreams. Did you know that dreams have some meanings in our life?
I'm reading dreambook when I'm so curious or nervous when I had some nightmare and very often happens that bad dream means good thing.
Life being really cruel you know? Around everything new, neon city lights (which I never saw yet haha), new fashion (I think it doesn't looks always good... maybe no comment?), modernity... but I tell you that I don't like those times now. People changed a lot, some of them acting like they don't care about anything but not themselves and that's worrying me.
I prefer old songs, old times like 90-00s even if I don't remember a lot from that time but I feel it when I'm watching some older movies.
Anyway if anyone sometimes visit me here so I wanna say thank you for read my blog :3
Blogging here makes me fun and I feel some kind of freedom from my hell in my head hahaha I mean a lot thoughts, many many :))
Have a nice day!
