Hi.

こんなに寂しいのは久しぶり。

I haven't felt this lonely in a while. 

bitch.

omurice is MY freaking specialty, beez.

tell that jerk to stop using my freaking floss.

what i am.

i am so upset that i want to punch a hole in the wall and break all of the bones in my body.
i am so full of anger that i want to smash glass everywhere and press my skin into it to feel the sharp pain.
i am so lonely that i feel like i am sitting in the middle of a cold desert with no light in sight.
i am so pissed that i want to choke myself until i no longer have the power to breathe.
i am so sad that i want to scream until i ruin my vocal cords.
i am so lost that i don't see a hand that i can hold onto.
i am so shaken that i don't think i could ever find something that will keep me holding on.
i am so furious that i want to burn a house down and run away.
i am so sick that i think i will throw up.
i am so scared that i don't want to show anyone how i truly feel.
i am so bitter that i have lost everything that i had ever wished for.
i am so heartsick that i cannot imagine how many pieces my heart has shattered into.
i am so sorry that this is the only way i can get my emotions out.


i am so ashamed that i have all of these thoughts, and that i let this happen to myself.
i am not okay.

someone save me.