During my uni years, what made my experience different from others is and plus points is:
Inside school:
1) Participated in music concert by child "prodigy" who's going to school in Austria.
2) I participated to "care" or tour around Japanese student visitors and received money from the office. I also helped in making presentation and I was given a love letter from Japanese student.
3) My classmate and friend is a Korean. She gave me a nice blue mechanical pencil from Korea. We also made chocolates for valentine's day.
4) I have 2 Japanese exchange student friends. Mchan let me know her roommate which is T-san. I like Mchan even until now. She is so good Japanese. She played music for street children. watched beauty and the beast with her.
5) I am friends with some foreign students. The math major from PNG was good. And the student from Yemen could talk lengthily about business. I couldn't talk like that.
6) My teacher in economics was very good. She gave me and other student chocolates in the end for her gratitude. I encountered the word "perfect competition".
7) My teacher in logic was so good and organized.
8) My math teachers were good. Mr. A, the original (first) teacher was good.
9) I met 4 Austrian exchange students who were student teachers and who were very beautiful and went to Sinulog with them. One wanted to play music for street children.
10) After I filed a complaint, some teachers changed their topics. I learned "complex logic" and "transformative education", "game-changer" and "vigilant".
11) Dr. O said about her son being a student in sociology
12) I met Ysan and she said I am her best friend in this region.
Outside school:
1)I met many Japanese.
2) Participated in CGP and language exchange events and went to Mr H.'s condo
3) Mr. K sent me a nice reply on email and thanked me for my kindness.
I couldn't do anything I wanted like hang out more with them because
1) I am broke.
2) I am still student so I can't abandon my classes to have fun like rich kid
3) Although I can sing some songs in Japanese or English, I didnt create my own original song which captures my own experience of the world
4) In the end, I probably wouldn't break my leg for anybody.
5) I couldn't cry like a river for my friend's dying mother and I feel bad.
6) my landlady's son did suicide and used my internet cable's wire. I feel bad. Maybe if I talked with him more and helped him, he wouldn't have been desperate.
I want to go back to school again and take different course. I wish there was a school where I can just pick the subject I want to learn and they would just give me the certificate. So it's like I'm a teacher for my own self.
I may be an ungrateful student or citizen. I feel bad if there's a mistake and it's not pointed out. Or the content is not suitable for the current generation's audience.
I am not comfortable with my environment before because it's like they are no aware about the "worst scenario" is that may happen. I didn't like them to smile too much it's like fools. But even now I myself is still funny and not serious.
I might have chosen the wrong school/major.
In summary, all I did was to memorize things taught at school but not create my own stuff. And I don't apply it to others. Knowledge > application.
And my main problem is really financial matter.
In today's world, we should just rely on AI to do all the manual work and let ourselves just enjoy instead of being stressed about work.
