I enjoy studying French, reading bible stories, drawing, dancing zumba, playing the badminton, went to church, brushed our dirty stairs. I try to eat less because my weight is already 84.5kg and I want to reduce weight. My mom does not allow me to drink tablet though to lose weight. Today I attended a prayer meeting with my mother. And guess what, I was able to do a little speech there, after my mother, which was very embarrassing for me as I was not used to talking with a mic. You can imagine I was trembling while speaking. I said my story isn't like somebody with terminal illness or someone who won the lottery, I am just grateful to God for the life he has given me, that I'm able to do the things I want to do and rely on my mother 
After the program, the speaker (70 years old) privately prayed over me and told me to imagine climbing the stairs while holding hands with Jesus. He said some latin things I didn't understand while doing that. After that, he asked about my vision. Was it a small girl or was it the girl now. I said it's the girl now. He said my problem didn't stem from childhood. Well, I could have a pray over because my mother said to him about me having a bipolar disorder which was so embarrassing in my opinion but she said it's nothing to be embarrassed about but I am always embarrassed whenever it is mentioned to other people because I felt the spotlight was on me, signifying like a very needy pitiful person.
He comes to our hometown once a month to do a prayer meeting with the people and it's held at the roofdeck of the municipal building. The next meeting is on August 14.
More news, my beautiful 31 years old cousin arrived last week from the island of Leyte and she took with her her husband and her 3 children to Cebu. She will be staying here until the end of July. She played badminton here but I didn't join her yet. I let her borrow some of my books which I already read. They are old but they are timeless. Do you like to read books, btw? Next week she is coming to our house and I am going to help her for her module at school. We might be cooking together and try italian cuisine. If not, we'll try the German dish. Hope it will come true and will write to you about it. I still dont go to work and my body is still heavy in spite of my mother's rich friend helping me find a job which is on Preply. And I didn't meet my Russian student to teach her English. I am just so lazy to prepare.
My birthday is on July 18th and then I will be 24 years old. My wish is I wish I am given the ability to clearly see well how blessed I am.