I am writing this on 5-16-21. Yesterday, I attended the oasis of love growth seminar. Dennis, Kuya Opong and ate Rezielle gave a speech about their growth. I was surprised at ate Rezielle's story. She cried because of her pain from her experience in which she broke up with her lover to whom she was engaged in December last year. She started it by saying that her pain may not be as painful as the other sharers (almost losing life from covid and heart problem) but she took her pain very seriously. She said she had five suicide attempts like drug overdose.
Hearing this, I felt surprised because we had not really talked much with ate Rezielle. But now hearing it I feel sympathy for her. And we are also the suicide because it was like we lost sense for life but with oasis it's like we come back to life and it's like she is saved from being in a dark place.
I ate 2 meat roll that day. It was from Elizier's bakeshop.
Dennis also shared his story about being saved by God. He almost had covid 19 and increase his sugar. If it would increase it was possible that he could have dialysis and could not take care of his family but he prayed hard and was thankful that God listened to him. When I listened to him say all this, he had a loud voice and he really believed in the work of God.
I also listened to Kuya Opong's story and he said that it's already months that he hadnt had a profession anymore and he also experienced something wrong with his heart problem. When it was examined through X-ray his heart, it was found out that there was white matter covering the right side of his heart indicating that there could be a possible problem but he prayed hard to the Lord and he was listened and there wasn't something wrong with his heart so he took it as a miracle and he wants to give so much thanks to the Lord.
After Ate Rezielle, my mom said that I do a speech but I said no because I am not prepared and also I don't have a story. My story is I'm a lonely, lazy girl who has something wrong with her mind who keeps on denying things and feeling things in her life and the way that I express myself is through writing. I like to talk but when I talk I want people to listen to me more and not interrupt me. I always doubt being able to a conduct a lengthy conversation because that actually involves thinking a lot and running your mind. One of my dreams in life is to be able to talk continuously about various matters without feeling tired. I would try to practise that by putting up a youtube channel.