When I didnt answer correctly the teacher trainer's question, she was disappointed and expected the best from us those who passed in the mock demo for final demo.
I didnt know that we would have our final demo for tonight.
Because I was hurt, I quit the zoom meeting and cried out loud in shame. 😭
This is crippling. I am embarrassed for my sh*t. I do not know what to do. And I feel something is the matter with my brain that just gets stuck and cant be with myself everytime.
After that, I just thought that I will just enter in business rather than to teach. I feel that I have problems when it comes to interaction and being interested in the other speaker.
I am always alone all my days. My mom is out and I do not talk with my brothers.
I need a lot of parental attention 😭
I just cant do it.
Lord please help me with this crippling anxiety and fear for rejection and failure. 😔😪😢