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I haven't blogged in a really long time
but then again i don't have time for anything.
I've been so emotionally and physically drained..
I feel like I need to take a break from everyone.
Being around people is fun but recently
I've been wanting to be alone more than ever,
Whenever I'm depressed I always want to change something..
Like my hair or my clothes?
I don't think I can bear to cut my hair off this time. T___T
Perhaps I just miss paulinewinniecindytimmy.
I can't function without them..
Well it's hard to function anyway..
I feel like I'm not really needed in their lives anymore.
It's hard to keep in touch, huh?
It's hard to be happy and show that nothing is wrong.
It's hard to lie.
but then again i don't have time for anything.
I've been so emotionally and physically drained..
I feel like I need to take a break from everyone.
Being around people is fun but recently
I've been wanting to be alone more than ever,
Whenever I'm depressed I always want to change something..
Like my hair or my clothes?
I don't think I can bear to cut my hair off this time. T___T
Perhaps I just miss paulinewinniecindytimmy.
I can't function without them..
Well it's hard to function anyway..
I feel like I'm not really needed in their lives anymore.
It's hard to keep in touch, huh?
It's hard to be happy and show that nothing is wrong.
It's hard to lie.
So life is about a 9/10 right now.
I've done some fucking much in this last month! :D
○ GOT MY ROCKING HORSE SHOESSS!!1 FINALLY!
● went to a renn faire O___O SO INTERSTING.......
○ Met my Cross Culture partner. I feel really excited and nervous to talk to her I don't really know if she understands everything I say.
● Went to gochi with may and steph :3
○ Got a Strawberry Chiffon cake for eric's HELLA LATE birthday :D
● Went to FUZ with the group, clubbing in lolita = NG!!!! >________<!!!! Not doing it again I can't stand SWEATY GROSS "convicts" grinding on my FUCKING BURANDO! but at least lanie won the $100 and treated us to IHOP XD
○ I BOMBED MY ECON TEST (THAT I "STUDIED" FOR) WOW, but I aced my Mandarin test... that I didn't fucking study for....
● Helped decorate a haunted house at school (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆ It was really fun. I met a few new people. They kept trying to talk to me in cantonese though........
○ Worked at the haunted house thingyy. and took pictures with like a million people XD
● Dressed Up as Rilakkuma with Steph!
○ Rant session with May and Steph
● SAW PAULINE! and went to a "mutant creek" O___o with Edison, Haruki(joel), Steph and Pauline. not very scary. mostly funny.
○ Ate at BJ's :) GIANT PIZZOKIE :D
● Went out with steph to the bank, and to Sanrio to see Dena! hung out with pauline a bit after that.
○ Trading my stupid hella sweet dress for a skirt whew.
That's all i remember for now.
I've done some fucking much in this last month! :D
○ GOT MY ROCKING HORSE SHOESSS!!1 FINALLY!
● went to a renn faire O___O SO INTERSTING.......
○ Met my Cross Culture partner. I feel really excited and nervous to talk to her I don't really know if she understands everything I say.
● Went to gochi with may and steph :3
○ Got a Strawberry Chiffon cake for eric's HELLA LATE birthday :D
● Went to FUZ with the group, clubbing in lolita = NG!!!! >________<!!!! Not doing it again I can't stand SWEATY GROSS "convicts" grinding on my FUCKING BURANDO! but at least lanie won the $100 and treated us to IHOP XD
○ I BOMBED MY ECON TEST (THAT I "STUDIED" FOR) WOW, but I aced my Mandarin test... that I didn't fucking study for....
● Helped decorate a haunted house at school (*゜▽゜ノノ゛☆ It was really fun. I met a few new people. They kept trying to talk to me in cantonese though........
○ Worked at the haunted house thingyy. and took pictures with like a million people XD
● Dressed Up as Rilakkuma with Steph!
○ Rant session with May and Steph
● SAW PAULINE! and went to a "mutant creek" O___o with Edison, Haruki(joel), Steph and Pauline. not very scary. mostly funny.
○ Ate at BJ's :) GIANT PIZZOKIE :D
● Went out with steph to the bank, and to Sanrio to see Dena! hung out with pauline a bit after that.
○ Trading my stupid hella sweet dress for a skirt whew.
That's all i remember for now.