こんにちは
夜なんだけどこんにちは😊
今日から5泊6日の自立訓練事業所での生活が始まります
病院が看護師がいて安心だしなんでもやってくれるから安心だったなあ
でももう3ヶ月入院で使っちゃうからこれ以上入院できないんですよね
あの病院は居心地良いです
蹴られたけどね
蹴られたって言うのは、普段保護室に入ってる人がいきなり暴行加えてきて、あぁ、病気の人ってこうなんだって、時分も家族にしたことを思い出したりして悲しい気持ちになりました
統合失調症はとても辛くて悲しい病気です
人生がめちゃめちゃになります
思い出したくもないんだけど、僕は2011年の東日本大震災の時にあまりにもショックを受けて統合失調症になりました
ちょうどその時韓国の会社のNAVERのNAVERまとめって言うのがあってそれでまとめを作るとインセンティブ(お金)がもらえるって言うのがあってそれを使って東日本大震災のインターネットボランティア活動のような事をしていました
それであまりにもパソコンをやりすぎて頭がおかしくなってしまい統合失調症になりました
それからの経過は今日は話したくないから話さないけどそれまでEXILE聞きながらジムで傾斜をかけて腹筋をしてた早稲田政経卒の僕が突然統合失調症になって今では精神障害者手帳2級(予定)ですからね
統合失調症の急性期(病気が1番酷い時)は部屋をめちゃめちゃにしたり、夜中に大声で叫んだり、家族に暴力をふるったりして全然ダメでした
今でも、入院中はよく眠れるようになりましたが、2ヶ月に１回ぐらい夜に眠れない時があって翌日無理やり通院して吐いてました
にゃんにゃんオエーですね
あのちゃんです
あのちゃんの電電電波がU-NEXTで過去の放送も見れるから見てるんですがとても楽しいですね
話しが戻って、パソコンのやりすぎで統合失調症になったなら、就労支援でパソコンの仕事するのどうなんだろう？って思いますよね
YoutubeでパイソンVtuberのサプーさんを見つけてよく動画を見ています
それと今日オンラインプログラミングスクールのpaizaで演習問題をやっている時に模範解答を見ながら書いたのにシンタックスエラーになって30分ぐらいエラーに気づくのに時間がかかりました
原因はwifiが繋がってなかったからです
この自立訓練事業所、WiFiが弱くて困ってるんですよね
病院に入院してた時も8階の部屋でWiFiが繋がらなくて大変でした
iphoneを落として画面を割ると大変なのでなるべくiphoneを触りたくないのですがiphoneでデザリンクしようとするとどうしてもiphoneに触らなければいけないからね
あ、そろそろ寝る前のITパスポートの過去問を解く時間です
基本情報処理が僕には難しすぎるのでITパスポートに変更しました
今日は大切な人に電話出来てとても嬉しかったです
Hello.
I know it's nighttime, but hello😊.
Today is the first day of my 5 nights and 6 days at the independent training center.
I wish the hospital was safe and secure with nurses and they do everything for me.
But I can't stay in the hospital any longer because I'm going to spend another 3 months in the hospital.
I feel comfortable in that hospital.
I was kicked, though.
I was kicked by a person who is usually in the protection room, who suddenly assaulted me, and I felt sad because I remembered what sick people do to their families.
Schizophrenia is a very painful and sad disease.
It messes up your life.
I don't even want to remember, but I was so shocked by the Great East Japan Earthquake in 2011 that I became schizophrenic.
At that time, there was a Korean company, NAVER, which offered an incentive (money) for making a summary, and I used it to do some kind of Internet volunteer work for the Great East Japan Earthquake.
I was doing so much computer work that I lost my mind and became schizophrenic.
I don't want to talk about what happened after that because I don't want to talk about it today, but I, a graduate of Waseda University of Political Science and Economics who used to listen to EXILE and do sit-ups at the gym, suddenly became schizophrenic and now I'm in the second grade (expected) of the mental disability certificate.
In the acute stage of schizophrenia (when the disease was at its worst), I made a mess of my room, screamed loudly in the middle of the night, and was violent to my family members.
Even now, I can sleep well while in the hospital, but once every two months or so, I had trouble sleeping at night and had to force myself to go to the hospital the next day to throw up.
Nyan-nyan-oay!
It's Anochan!
「あのちゃんの電電電波」をU-NEXTで視聴
I've been watching Ano-chan's Denden-Denpa on U-NEXT, where you can also watch past broadcasts, and I'm really enjoying it.
Coming back to the subject, if you got schizophrenia from too much computer use, I wonder how it would be like to work with computers in a job support program? I guess.
I found a python Vtuber, Sapoo, on Youtube and watch his videos often!
https://youtube.com/@pythonvtuber9917?si=e3NprPgccRD7OPOr
Also, today when I was doing exercises on paiza, an online programming school, I got a syntax error even though I wrote the exercises while looking at the model answers, and it took me about 30 minutes to notice the error!
The reason was that I was not connected to the wifi.
This independent training center has a weak WiFi connection.
When I was in the hospital, I had a hard time because the WiFi connection was not working in my room on the 8th floor.
I don't want to touch my iphone as much as possible because it would be very dangerous if I drop it and break the screen, but I have to touch the iphone when I want to make a design link with the iphone...
Oh, it's almost time to solve past IT Passport exam questions before going to bed!
Basic Information Processing is too difficult for me, so I've changed to IT Passport!
I was so happy to be able to call my loved ones today!