It's hard to let go of something you've been wanting for years. Too many people tell me my dream is "impossible" and I'm starting to realize it myself. It's bittersweet letting go. I guess some things are meant to just remain as a dream. It's hard though and it makes me really sad. I'm still holding on to that 1% hope, but I think I need to face reality now. It's really tough and I probably won't be ok for awhile.. =[



