Isn't it weird how kids seems to know exactly what they want to do in the future? But as they grow older the more confused they get? I'm exactly this way. If you asked me when I was little what I wanted to be, I would've said a model or a flight attendant (Well, modeling is too far out there, but hey I was a little girl). Ask me now and I'll say I'm not sure.
I'm beginning to wonder if I should return to the mindset I had when I was a little girl. I miss those carefree days where I wanted what I will be happiest in, instead of wanting something others expect. Now when I think about my future I just think about jobs that will make me successful and one that's worth bragging about.
I don't need that. I really don't care if I don't have an extravagant lifestyle. In the end I just want to be happy. I came to realize my biggest flaw: I care too much about how others think of me. I want to throw that away and actually do what I want.
Anyways, what I'm saying is after all these years I think my younger self was smarter. Over the past years I've been trying to find myself and what career I want. Nothing seems to work out or kept my interest. I always find myself thinking back on my younger days being so proud of what I'll become in the future. Those 2 career choices never left me and I think it's time I listened to the smarter me, the child inside. I think I might just go for it.
