I'm back home again (^-^)
The clock was 01:00 am. when I got home last night =____=

I'm so tired!
And I had to go to school this morning too.

But!!! Tsukicon!
I didn't really spend time in the con itself, but the evening parties, where all the bands performed.

Umm...Gari isn't my favourite...their basist is lovely, but the music isn't something I enjoy that much.

SINCREA however was amazing! I loved the atmosphere, we all had so much fun and I was amazed that I understood everything they said during their MC, I mean the Japanese parts naturally. Their English was...well understandable and very adorable.

Because the concerts delayed almost 2 hours I missed almost all of my trains...so I got on train 01:36 am.
I was so friggin' scared!
In Helsinki it's not too safe to be alone...but I was looking so scary *warau* because of my new coloured contact lenses that no-one even came near me.

On Sunday it was Gothika and CoCo had a DJ set there, I had been waiting for that too.
Gothika surprised me! I've seen them before, Yoshiki-san is having a great party of his own always at the back of the stage with his equipment, but Andro-san was...I'm not sure what he'd took *warau* but he was so energetic!!
He couldn't be sober...
Last time he was very calm and elegant and seemed a little bit tired too,
yet this time he was just jumping all around, spiriting the atmosphere

...and stripping some of his clothes...and showing certain parts of his body...

CoCo's DJ set was very nice as well! Though Finnish Jrock fans are bad at partying, I mean...in here very few people really DANCE...so I was having a small dance group with my two friends there. CoCo's dance girls were very pretty too!

Then...in the crowd I suddenly saw a Japanese...umm...I have to admit...I really was not sure if that person was a man or a woman...I really couldn't tell at the moment
So I just forgot the meaning of gender and considered that human just a Japanese person *nod*

But...I came to a conclusion later on!
That person had to be a man, because: he had quite strong features, adam's apple, rather flat chest, absolutely no hips at all...
even though he was wearing fishnets and a miniskirt.

Anyway! That person was the most beautiful human being I've ever seen in my entire life!!
I just couldn't help but to love those features.
I'm usually very calm about everything, but that person just took my breath away
I just wanted to go and knee before that beauty and die there LOL

Yet...I was too shy to go and say anything to him? I should've...
But I so amazed by the beauty of him that he couldn't help but notice I was looking at him.
I smiled a bit and he smiled back at me, so atleast he wasn't offended of me looking at him.
During the show we shared some gazes, but nothing more.

I thought about going to talk to him...but I was way too shy
besides, I thought he was so beautiful that I couldn't even speak with him.

But then I met my friend Enni-chan, she always pushes me into somewhat stupid and bold things, so she gave me some courage...
but then I didn't see that guy anymore untill I saw he was sitting up in the VIP lounch after CoCo was done. So~ since I wasn't allowed to go there...I missed my opportunity

And I fucking REGRET of not going to have a chat with the most divine beauty on earth. (T_T)

It wasn't any kind of crush no way *warau*
He was just so gorgeous with his face and everything. So yeah, to be dramatic, I'd wanted to kneel down and just die in front of him because he was too beautiful to be even looked at.


Oh, by the way!!!
The contact lenses I mentioned!
I'll try to take a picture of them at some point (^-^)v
The other one is white and the other one is white with a red stripe on it.
They're somewhat scary *warau*