I feel much better.

I don't know what it was, but out of nowhere I just said.

"Fuck what they think, it's your opinion that matters, is it not?"

So who cares what they think.

I'll respect their opinion if they respect mine.

And, yeah I just saw something funny so I guess I felt much better.


But, yeah, I don't like the way this month is going...I mean I'm almost turning 14 and shit is going down? Yeah, no.


I hope things get better quickly...I'm sick of being depressed about shit.


Also, I know she doesn't hate him, because she never once said that anything hurtful about him. She just doesn't like him, in reality she is SUPER duper nice. I respect the fact she likes him, and she ABSOLUTELY respects the fact I love him.


Butttttttt, at the same time I think it's because I'm like what, 8 years younger than her? Lol. (But, I don't think that's the case.)


She kinda reminds me of my sister in law.



Kinda.