I just submitted my thesis a few days ago...
And now, I still have to prepare for my final presentation which will be hold on Jan 29th or 30th....
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But now, there are so many things I have to worry about: Japanese language class, Visa, Part-time job, especially Job hunting...


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Stressed out...

I wonder why salary for fresh graduated employee is so low...

With 200,000yen/ month, I cannot survive

People said that working in banking/finance industry will earn high salary, but I don't wanna work in finance industry... It's just not for me...
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Yaaaaaaaaa....
I don't know....
At the moment, I just aim for Google...
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Let see...
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HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY TO ME

Yaaaayyyy... Let make a wish...
Wish all my dreams will come true and I will get what I have tried so hard for

I'm 25 years old now... Too old already ne

I'm not young anymore... From now on I have to think more about my future

This year, I didn't have a chance to celebrate Xmas and even my Birthday because of my hectic schedule

But yaaaayyyy... I submitted my thesis today
Now at least I feel relieved a little bit...

I will take a rest before preparing for the final presentation...
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I bought these food to celebrate my Birthday today...
I came to school to submit my thesis from 10:30am till 7pm
So that I didn't have time to do anything for my Birthday... On the way home, I just passed by department store to buy food
And a Birthday message from NEWS
Hahahahaha... NEWS is so cute and dorky...

I watched it at 00:01am today...
So, NEWS is the first one saying Happy Birthday to me

But the message is so short this year
Much shorter than last year... 
Here, a pic to remember my Master thesis, the result of my 2 years hard-work...

Yesterday, on the way home, I found this news every promotion banner on Yamanote line
And this was my lunch yesterday at school

A few pics of my food these days...

Another sleepless night...
Maybe cuz I drank too much coffee last night... It's 10:35 am now...
Cuz I couldn't sleep, I checked old messages on FB...
Reading all those messages reminds me how much pain I had been through...
Even reading it now, after 2 years, I still feel shiver... That pain is scary...
Reading it just now makes me realize how strong I was to get over all those pains...
It's like a dream... A worst dream...
After 2 years ne...
I can say that I was really strong to bear all those pains...
It's history...
That pain is completely gone now...
But, the memories are still in my mind...
Waaaa... It's scary...
Now, I'm glad that it all ends...
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OK... I think I should get some sleep now...
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2014

o(^-^)o HAPPY NEW YEAR o(^-^)o
Yaaaayy... Finally it's 2014 ne...
A new year has started...
I wish 2014 will be a happy year filled with health, wealth, success, happiness, love and joys

A new year, a new start
Hope that 2014 will be full of smiles and happiness ne

Wish all my dreams will come true
My wishes for 2014 
to have a good boyfriend who truly loves me and cares about me
to get a good job in a good company with a good paid salary 
to move out to a better house 
to be happy everyday























