Now I just stay here, and wait until the day I leave Japan...
Everyday I stay at home, watch movies, cook, sleep, etc....
I feel like I'm a loser... Wasting my time like this...
I really hate this period of time when I'm so hopeless and cannot control my life...
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This is the period of time I want to forget the most in my life....
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Anyways, this is the new shoes I just bought online... It's on sale...
..... Too pink......
Had a meet up again with my friends in Japanese class...
-2014, July 18th-
I met him again
I though the feeling for him is gone, but when I saw him again, my heart was beating so fast... 
Another day with Andrea
-2014, July 19th in Shibuya-
Kei-chan on news every yesterday, July 22nd, 2014
I have tried my best to stay away from NEWS and Kei-chan, so that I won't be heartbroken when I leave Japan...
I'm trying my best...
Not online on Twitter, not look at their pics, not follow their updates...
The super moon on July 12nd...
