Today I had a reunion with my classmate in 3組 Japanese class last year. It has been 1 year since we met last year....
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And...
When I came back home, I received a phone call from my house agency...
They reminded me that my 2-year contract with the mansion will end next month and I will have to move on...
If I wanna re-new the contract, it will cost me about 8man + something else...
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I'm just speechless....
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Why does it have to happen to me??
Why is everything so wrong??
Why do all bad things come at once??
Why me??
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I don't deserve all these shits....
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I have been trying so hard for the past few years...
I just want to have a better life, for myself and for my family...
Why can't I just get what I want??
Why is "a better life" hard to reach??
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Why??!!!!!
What did I do wrong??
I have never done any bad thing to anyone...
I try to help people out as much as possible...
I believe in Buddha...
I believe that if I'm being a good girl, everything will be fine for me...
But.... no!!!!!!
Even if I'm being good, good things won't come to me...
Do I have to accept that it's my fate not to be able to be happy??!!!!
I'm tired...
Too tired...
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