Under too much stress and pressure
I feel like I cannot try anymore... 
Writing thesis is such a nightmare
I'm counting every single page I write
To me right now, quantity is more important than quality And I have been sick lately
My allergy doesn't get any better 
Why am I sick in this moment??
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I miss Koya-mama.... I miss Ryutaro.....
But I don't have time to go there
This thesis is killing me AAHHHH... I wanna go to Ryutaro
It has been 4 months since the last time I came there... I think Mama already forgets me
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In this hard moment, today I still went out for a reason... But I didn't get it as I expected...
He was in the restaurant, but..... yeah.... we didn't see each other...
It has been 2 weeks... He will forget soon
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So, these are what I bought...
This Nivea Cream is the no.1 skin care of 2013 in Cosme... I have never use it before, but I wanna try
The Nivea Soft is my favorite skin care cream ever
It keeps my hands and face soft in Winter 
The Honeyce used to be the no.1 hair care in Cosme... The first try too
This new Cocktail was really good... It's just like soda, not alcohol at all
My left eye is swollen
When my eye is swollen like this, it's a sign that my body is exhausted and sick 