i still dont get it why and how come something like this could happen..
i dont really know what did i do wrong.. is it really that bad for me to deserve this.
im numb actually... i dont feel angry.. just more to sad. and empty.
if i look back.. so many promises and sweetness..
and yet again, i ended up like rubbish just like previous times.
i want to give it away to my other side.. but i cant control it.
im still on front and yep maybe psychiatrist could help later..
i dont desire anything at the moment. i feel so empty.
well.. i guess thats goodbye.. ill pray.
i still wish you for the best.. its disappointing really, but yes..
i still see you as a good man.
eventhough i cant understand things..
im sad..