i dont feeling like sleeping when everyones asleep.
because i feel most comfortable like this..
its my maximized comfort zone.. i know its weird.
i worry for my health too cause it seems nocturnal.
i sleep when everyones awake.
i guess its a bit of my defense system.. towards people around me.
well i dont feel very comfortable during day time.
hope this can be healed.
today i contact mr. papallo again about my psychology.
i will wait for his respond. hope some sparks of hope can be seen.
its similar to dissosiative identity disorder. i dont know, i wont judge myself to have that one.
ill let professional handle and find out about it..
will update the journal later.