seems like asian time is different with pico time.
in here, the 17th of december has already ended. but seems like in pico, 17th december is just starting.
so maybe it will closed by tomorrow (in asia).
a friend lives in japan, his time is 2 hours ahead from indonesia.
he already decided to sleep, me too. soon will sleep.
im waiting for bee.. still hoping i could see him in these last days.
yes, i do see him online. theres a follow button too. but i decide not too..
its easy to find me. i opened my follow button, my house, and my message too. if someone have to heart to find me it will be easy.
but yes, if hes not contacting me.. then i guess it will not be good if i follow him. i dont want to make his hatred grow.. eventhough i spent a lot of moments with him in pico. and pico is closing ultra soon.
actually ive met him too.. 1 day before pico D-day. we met in pico..
but yes.. things didnt get better. and even worser..
i got blocked again in facebook. he totally shut his room and letter. block me in pigg..
theres only 2 possible ways for me to contact him now..
but yes.. i wont force my luck.. im really sad actually. i wont annoy him anyway. so yes, i will stay.
he said its a burden if i keep loving him. so yes, maybe it will be best if i pretend not to.. disappeared like nothing happened. eventhough i love him so much. if its the best way to help him.. then let me keep all these to myself.