this tea, my buddy. is a very supportive one.
he heard about all of my issues. he dont blame me.. and he said he believe me. im relieved.
im glad for my buddy believe about my existence.. eventhough im still very sad because someone who also dearest to me, barr.. didnt believe me.
i dont have anything to make him believe me.. i just have this fact that i live this life everyday..
its sad.. terribly sad.. he is a good person. a kind one..
a fragile one..
i never want to hurt him, i always want to keep him secure.. take care of him..
but after all of these unexplainable things.
i guess he feel betrayed.. eventhough im not lying. i dont deceive him.
besides.. i know my limitation too. my weak sides.. i know. im still giving my best to heal myself.