This feels so good to watch. Been addicted to it since I used it for my presentation.
It's going to be my convocation in just 8 more days! I managed to borrow an academic dress from my colleague. I invited my mum, my sis, and Auntie Sally. Maybe Leo too.
I visited my sister's place two weeks ago to celebrate Ruo Han's 3rd birthday. When I'm 35, she will be 11 years old. At that age I suppose we would be having intelligent conversations. I'm not sure if I look forward to it or not.
Auntie Sally asked me to pray every night for 3 months. I haven't been doing that... unfortunately. I'm so glad that she's always looking out for me though. Whether I believe in God or not, I do believe she was a Godsend for me.
Leo will be coming back next Thursday to escape the blazing hot Tokyo. Can't wait to see him again. He was here in March but it felt like so long ago. I feel like unless I keep a diary regularly I will forget about everything within a year.
Leo, Matt, and I are going to Weijian's place to spend the National Day. I bought two condenser mics from Amazon, and we're going to be singing Karaoke and playing drums in Weijian's room. It is both our wishes to turn our rooms into miniature music studios. I hope to be buying a keyboard soon and start learning to play it.
Those three are my closest friends these days. And it was all because I invited Weijian into the chat room... and You Liang left it. A small act without much thought in it could really turn out to change things greatly.
Weijian and I went to catch a performance by Ear Candy Jazz at Esplanade. It was at the entrance lobby and totally free to view. Esplanade actually has plenty of free performances like this. We mainly went for Sato Kanade, a 14 years old drummer who started drumming at 3 years old. She's one of the most famous female drummers in Japan. Needless to say she was amazing. I feel quite inspired by her... quite itching to play drums right now.
I had a Japanese buffet at Shin Minori with my team two weeks ago. I really enjoyed it. I sat with a group of people I'm close with, and I made everyone laugh. Some of them laughed till their stomachs hurt, which I felt like was a proud achievement. I really enjoy making people laugh.
Three weeks ago was my morning presentation. I presented to the whole company about music games. Seeing how it's my favourite hobby, I couldn't have picked another better topic.
July isn't over yet, so I guess I will update this again.
不知不觉地，已经过了很长的一段时间了。
已经不再清楚地记得你的脸了。
偶尔还会梦见你。
时常还会幻想与你重逢。
明明只要在脸书跟你说一个“嗨，请原谅我”就足够了。
但知道对你造成的伤害已经太大了。
没资格求你的原谅。
解放你是正确的。
但总是一直很好奇你过的怎么样。
在日记上跟一个不存在的人说话。
实在是惨不忍睹。
事到如今，已经知道对你的爱是永远不会消失的。
这个日记是我们之间唯一的联系。
但或许它的存在只会束缚着我。
说不定它也束缚着你呢。
还想继续写日记。新的日记。
这日记快十岁了。要把它给删掉实在难下手。
读了一遍，感觉人生整体来讲都蛮顺利。
但一想到你就觉得最重要的部分彻底的失败了。
过了多久都无法跨越这个失败。
想要回到过去，改变一切。
这世界上没有比痴情男更可悲的生物了。
实在是惨不忍睹。
暂时离开这里咯。日记的处分晚点决定。
还是会不断的祈祷你的幸福。
因为知道你是个不擅长快乐的人。
或许神民是存在的，而祈祷真的有效。
总之，值得一试。
就算不再清楚地记得你的脸了。
但清清楚楚地记得多么喜欢你的一切。
只单纯的希望这个好妹子能永远的幸福。
不管人生多么艰难，千万别放弃，别气馁。
懒德永远是你的支持者哦。
心爱的公主。
Recently I told S-chan that she is like family to me. I got along well with her when she first joined the company, but for a period of time she felt like a stranger again. Now we're getting along again, and it seems like it will stay that way.
I even told her about the Cinderella Girl, hoping that she will help me.
It's good to be close with a colleague. Since I am the main character designer, I have to check her work even though she is more senior than me. 