Drama Queen

She isn't talking to me much anymore.

That's okay though. I helped her because I wanted to. She got a job, and she lost a job. She's emotionally unstable, and I don't know what is going through her head.

We had a good thing going for a while though, and I cherish that. She healed my wounds too. I'm so grateful. I would totally go for her if she weren't so self-destructive, but eh, I just want to have a simple, no-drama life.

I will still ask her out for special events, and my next Japan trip.

Precious memories

It was great while it lasted.

Everything comes to an end.

Treasure the precious memories.

Life is wonderful.

Always stay positive.

Troublesome girl

Angela recently showed me her inner darkness for the third time.

She kept saying that I wouldn't want to be friends with her if she told me about something that happened to her.

She kept saying that she will be dead before 25 years old, that she hates herself and would give anything to be someone else.

I wonder what the hell is wrong with her. I can make some guesses as to what happened to her in the past, but I would never know for sure.

Also, I snapped at her on Line for the first time last Wednesday. I stopped talking to her for a whole night. Amazingly she came to apologise to me shortly afterwards. She wasn't lying when she said she cherishes my friendship.

We went out yesterday, for a live at Gardens by the Bay. Leo, Matt, and Weijian were all going, but Weijian didn't feel well and didn't.

Leo, Angela and I went for supper at Punggol Nasi Lemak. I wanted to go home but both of them wanted it, so I succumbed.

It was so weird to hear her and Leo chatting in polite Japanese.

In other news, I cut my hair two days ago. I don't look too bad with short hair. I want to make my spectacles at Owndays, but the frames I like are out of stock. I added it to my wishlist so I will be notified if it gets restocked.

Work has been so... tiring. I'm not even doing any overtime but I feel like I'm dying. I couldn't even enjoy the live yesterday fully because my eyes refused to stay open. I need more sleep. Quality, uninterrupted sleep. I have an entire week off for the first week of April. Until then I will try to get 8 hours of sleep every day.

Dream of the Princess

It's been a long time since she showed up in my dream, but she did this morning.

She came to contact me, saying that she's in some kind of trouble. Before she could say it, a noise woke me up.

I don't know how, but I saw her face. She looked the way she did in our very last Skype session together.

It's just a dream, but I really hope she's not in any kind of trouble. 

Pictures of my life

Angela holding a Old Chang Lee nasi lemak puff.

Angela taking a photo of a spectacle frames I like.

Delicious cakes at Yoshinoya with Leo.

Leo mentioned that he would try to convince his siblings to let him have his grandmother's place when she passes away, and he will let me move into that place. This is a great plan for us while we save for our big house. Very nice of him to do that for me. The location is at Bedok so it's near my workplace too.

But this will only work if his grandmother passed away, so none of us wish for that to come any sooner.

I feel like life is really good now. With my best friend back in Singapore, and a girl to chat with every day and go out with occasionally.

So grateful to whoever is looking after me.