In a month's time, the event that I'm in-charged of will be out!
It's the first big thing I'm doing, and I really hope it will go well.
It's a collaboration with a game with 6 very handsome idols from a talent agency called Prince Rep. Three of the guys are very princely, and this game has a ton of female fans.
I kinda envy them. Being blessed with such natural assets.
Every time I talk to my friends I am reminded of how lacking I am. It just makes me feel like there's no point even trying.
Hearing about my colleagues talk about their BTOs make me so jealous. It's such a toxic emotion, and I hate it.
May I be blessed with the strength to not give a shit anymore. To stop feeling all these unpleasant emotions.
My princely days are over. All I wish is to have a successful career now.
I have also lost my tuitee. It was a relationship that should have ended long ago, but just dragged on unnecessarily. Even though I was prepared for it, it was still a heavy blow to me. Feels like things just aren't going well for me huh. How does one stay optimistic in such a situation?
I don't know the answer to that, but I'm just going to do what I do best, and that is to give my best effort for everything I do and believe that someday, things are going to take a turn for the better.
Life is too short to be worried about things outside my control. If it can't be helped, it can't be helped. No one can ever say I didn't try hard enough.
