I had to use line again due to work.
I went back to look at my profile, and my cover picture is of the Princess during the Singapore river cruise ride. It has already been three and half years since that day. Time really flies...
I looked through my posts as well, and saw a few short conversations with the Princess. We were so close back then. It felt like a lifetime ago, and yet also felt like not too long ago.
The Princess is still a big part of my life even when she's no longer in it. She left footprints everywhere in this country, and still occupies a big portion of my mind and heart. In a short three years she has changed how I view the world more than anyone ever had. There is no denying that even after all this time, I still love her very much. I don't know how long it will take for my heart to move on. Maybe a year, maybe ten years, maybe never. I have many years of life ahead of me to find out the answer to that. It will be so convenient if I could control my heart and make it stop loving her, but there's no way for me to do such a thing.
Meanwhile, I will just focus on my career, and my short term goals. Seeing so many of my colleagues of my age being attached makes me feel frustrated, but I will keep that ugly emotion under control. I am not capable of making a girl happy, so I should just go back to the way I was before. That way no one will have to suffer anymore.
Even though it's a selfish thought, I wish that my best friends will all stay single forever together with me. I don't like being alone.
I went back to look at my profile, and my cover picture is of the Princess during the Singapore river cruise ride. It has already been three and half years since that day. Time really flies...
I looked through my posts as well, and saw a few short conversations with the Princess. We were so close back then. It felt like a lifetime ago, and yet also felt like not too long ago.
The Princess is still a big part of my life even when she's no longer in it. She left footprints everywhere in this country, and still occupies a big portion of my mind and heart. In a short three years she has changed how I view the world more than anyone ever had. There is no denying that even after all this time, I still love her very much. I don't know how long it will take for my heart to move on. Maybe a year, maybe ten years, maybe never. I have many years of life ahead of me to find out the answer to that. It will be so convenient if I could control my heart and make it stop loving her, but there's no way for me to do such a thing.
Meanwhile, I will just focus on my career, and my short term goals. Seeing so many of my colleagues of my age being attached makes me feel frustrated, but I will keep that ugly emotion under control. I am not capable of making a girl happy, so I should just go back to the way I was before. That way no one will have to suffer anymore.
Even though it's a selfish thought, I wish that my best friends will all stay single forever together with me. I don't like being alone.